I never thought it would really happen....

Oh my gosh!!! My life was really made into a television show last night... I couldn't believe it. I sat there thinking how did they take this story from my head? Did the other person involved tell? Why am I not getting paid for my story on the Bachelor? If he told is he getting paid? I should be getting a check...


I have this friend of mine that we went through a pretty 3 almost 4 years now crazy time together. We really liked each other... maybe even love... Neither of us really knew what it was...

When we were going our separate ways, I said to him "our relationship could really be made into a movie one day?" We even joked about our fans and everything. It is that interesting, and we are that cool.

(I really don't think this friend of mine even reads my blog anymore... but if you do... Our relationship is famous we deserve to get paid... well its famous through two other people but you know what I mean)

So here's the dirt....

WELL last night I was watching the Bachelor Season finale.... (I LOVE this stupid show for some reason.) Really it is SO stupid but it gets me every time... good thing for DVR because I can just fast forward.

I was TOTALLY a Tenley FAN. I thought she was the sweetest girl. She is BEAUTIFUL as well. She sees the positive in everything, she also use to work at Disney (my kind of girl). I wanted her to win so bad. I picked her from the beginning and LOVED her.

------------ Well sadly last night she didn't win, she got dumped and everyone was shocked... (well kinda I knew this was going to happen the whole time... but how it went down was interesting.)

EVERYONE told Jake that Tenley was just the better choice. It made sense to EVERYONE in his family, to all of us viewers, and of course to Tenley (she was totally in love with him thinking this was it).... BUT it didn't make sense to Jake... Something was missing... I was Tenley, my friend was Jake.

Direct quote from Jake... (This is were they stole me life... This is how the conversation with my friend went when we went our separate ways)


"We have had such an amazing time getting to know each other, and there are just so many things that I love about you. I love that we have the same values and the same morals and the same temperament. I mean, just your smile and your positivity, and I do love you. I mean you're just perfect as you are. And I don't what it is. Something just doesn't feel right. I don't know why."

--------------- I swear they stole my conversation with my friend....... Serioulsy our conversation went like this... There was obviously a lot more to it but WOW I couldn't believe it...

***I may or may not have found myself crying right long with Tenley. I mean seriously you think you found the person you want to spend your life with then.... GONE... I just feel her pain...

BEST BEST BEST thing Tenley said all night... Once again stolen from my conversation...

The exes agreed to remain friends after Jake said, "You have a life friend. This is not good bye." Tenley expressed that she hoped Vienna would be okay with the friendship and said, "I can say that I am relieved I wasn't her if you were feeling so much love for both of us."

Bottom line... Tenley a better person for going on the show and knowing she wants to spend the rest of her life with someone who LOVES all of her!!! Not just giving pieces of their hearts to many girls...

This is just like my life a year ago, I am a better person for going through a hard time. Although it didn't work out how I wanted it... My friend and I are extremely happy people. We went our separate ways and it was the best best best thing for both of us. Sometimes life goes in a different direction... but always the right direction! I miss my friend at times... but know my life is in the right direction!

BUT I should still get a check for having my life on NATIONAL TELEVISION... Maybe I will call Tenley and we can bond! I can't believe my life was on Television! I'm FAMOUS!!!!

xoxo,

Emo